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now is the winter of our discontent

by Rik Leaf

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1.
Coffee Coloured Night (free) 03:40
Rik Leaf, 2006 Caught in a coffee colored night I throw my lot in with yours For the better we believe is just beyond the worse The night keeps getting closer now it’s resting on our shoulders Above our heads the clouds are tumbling like a house falling in Remember when I first fell into your reflection? Woman is - woman this is love’s confession We spent every borrowed moment like it might be our last We never gave in when it all caved in on our heads I love you like the king who finally found his queen When he took off his crown and laid it at her feet Let’s make our way across the bridge of broken expectations On the other side the great divide seems to come together The only fear that can touch me here is where I’d be Without your light to guide me through the dark night of the soul We’ll spend every borrowed moment like it might be our last We never gave in when it all caved in on our heads I love you like a king who’s finally found his queen I take off my crown and lay it at your feet
2.
Days of Wonder (free) 03:48
On the shores of pain where the sand is stained with innocence A child said come lie down let me show you what I have found The pearls deep down in the blue and green Are the brightest you’ll ever see The waves that drag you under are the ones that let you see Return again days of wonder Every day it feels like I’m falling farther away Return to me days of wonder In every sound and colour Stand and look around let me tell you what I feel The fire I’ve tried to control has gotten away from me There’s a drum beat beating down the door There’s a voice in the wind blowing from the north Calling me tonight to light up in the night Come down love (repeat) Got to remember…not to forget (repeat)
3.
I’ve come to tempt you to believe We are more powerful Than we ever thought we were More than beautiful that ever We’re what we’ve been waiting for This fight isn’t over it will be over when we say Can you see through the smoke and the mirrors? The future is more beautiful Than anything we’ve seen so far So much more you and I are What we’ve been waiting for Inside the dream pulled apart at the seams The story stays the same Out on the street or down on your knees The story stays the same You and I are what we have been Looking for, waiting for Waiting for our whole life
4.
Our Love (free) 03:39
Your love has ruined me and I know you’d say the same Still I can’t wait to feel you again Our love was meant for us to carry us through another day Our love was meant for us to strengthen us for another day You are all over me in all I do and in all I say You make life more clear to me More laughable, bearable and sometimes serious Our love was made for us to carry us through another day Our love was meant for us to strengthen us for another day I need you love, I need your love more today I need your love, more than ever and ever and ever love
5.
Fly Away (free) 04:18
Little bird fly away, little bird fly away You’ve been praying for this day to come your way You’ve waited so long, believing on your own As the angels gather around And they sing, listen to them sing ‘Come rest awhile in the shadow of our wings’ I will believe in a little bit of heaven to come now for you Little bird fly again you’ve come too far to give in Though the storm clouds roll and you’re battered by the wind Your wounded heart will heal Lift your head and you will see the rainbow come filling the sky So I sing, listen to me sing I’ll give myself for you to rise and fly again I will believe in a little bit of heaven to come now for you When healing mends our broken wings we’ll rise and fly again A new day is dawning the sun is rising on the world of men Morning’s come the sun has risen in the heart of man
6.
Learning to Let Go (free) 03:12
Another day of numbing pain erases memories of all the years I thought I had what was coming to me It’s hard to explain how broken really feels It’s harder still if you have never really healed I’m learning to let go and live every moment that life offers I’m learning to let go learning and love all life’s emotions Her room is on the 2cd floor two windows down from mine The moon hangs above her head as we both watch her cry Her voice is tired from all she has strength to say Her heart is a weight filled with all that she’s left unsaid She’s learning to hold on when everything feels hopeless She’s learning to let go and love all life’s emotions I never knew I’d feel anything like this And now that I do I can’t imagine feeling anything else God bless the beauty that’s only seen at night When the darkness over takes the light God bless the lonely and the comfort that we seek In the peace that never sleeps
7.
Rather be Held (free) 03:10
I’d rather be held more than understood any day In the end I just want to find a friend that feels this way Pushed to the limit every moment leaves me wasted I’ve never known another way to live My dreams haunt me when I’m wide-awake I want to find my way to you Nothing else will ever do I’ve got to find my way to you Nothing else will get me through I’d paint the world with all the colours that I could Before black and white Now that I know what it is I’m fighting for And not just against If life is what we make it a world of love is just a breath away Throw away the keys unlock the door to all your dreams Come fly with me
8.
Only One Story (free) 03:28
In the sea of humanity they’re the slow moving stream Ghosts that haunt the graveyard of broken promises and dreams The shopping cart brigade and their second hand parade That greet each morning empty handed “Hey mister, can you spare to change? Before you answer, can you afford to look away?” This is my city, this is my home A little piece of history to call my own It’s the dark side of ambition The other side of the coin we invest in When we forget our own The shape of our denial paves the way for our descent Between what we mean and what we said The make believe we tell ourselves so we can sleep Through the nightmares and the terrors that walk our streets The lines we’ve drawn for right and wrong That lets one get weaker so another gets strong This is our country, this is our home A little piece of history to call our own The dark side of ambition The other side of the coin we invest in When we forget our own There’s only one story Only one, only one story
9.
One Day with You (free) 03:57
What would I do without you? Oh please don’t ask I’d be an empty shell on an empty shore Where the waves don’t come anymore Like a reed that’s bruised the slightest breeze Would tear me like a sword I couldn’t bear to face a year or even a single day You dawn like the sun like the morning you come You’re the angel who taught me to pray Better is one day with you than a thousand anywhere else You have made me more than I’d have ever dreamed I’d be Now I’m like a ship not tossed but guided by this sea Hold me forever oh but only hold me here I love you so much more than when we met Then I loved what my eyes could see Now I love what you’ve come to mean You’ve taken a selfish self-centered soul And given it hope to breathe
10.
It's My Life (free) 03:43
It’s another Monday morning Where the world feels cold and ugly It’s funny I’m the one left standing Screaming like a madman Possessed by a vision only I can see It’s my life to dare to dream It’s my life I will play the fool who falls Head over heels It might be that I’m simple Derive some twisted pleasure being out of my mind Driven by a deeper hunger for some secret lover Who has me undone It’s the only life I’ve wanted since I’ve can remember It’s the only hope I’ve offered myself every night and day The one thing that I can’t handle comfortably…is my life Hang on, hang on To the frayed seams, to your broken dreams Don’t you dare let go
11.
Pretty Good Me (free) 02:11
Music is the voice of my soul The words are just something for you to hold This image is a piece of me You throw away more than you keep But I know, I do a pretty good me You think I’d understand the difference I know you heard my voice But you weren’t listening I rant and rave about this rut Cause I hate sucking on life’s hind tit When I know, I do a pretty good me The circle of life spins me around and ‘round I find myself beside where I began A little boy with parts like a man I couldn’t find my ass if I used both hands But I know, I do a pretty good me

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released October 3, 2007

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Rik Leaf

Rik Leaf has toured Canada writing, recording and performing songs with students for over 10 years. Rik uses his background in music, TV & Film to produce multi media projects that highlight the creative process. Rik is the Creative Director for, Tribe of One, a national collective of indigenous artists. ... more

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